tried to lie down to sleep.
stared blankly at the dark
ceiling and got up to on
the com again.
figured its another late
night for me tonight.
if i dont die from lack of sleep
this week its a plain miracle.
i dont understand why i
am putting myself through this.
maybe its how he feels,
that im putting myself thru
this for no reason.
that what started out as
something small escalated to
a full blown emo.
maybe its true,
or maybe im just tired of
waiting for calls that will
never come.
stared blankly at the dark
ceiling and got up to on
the com again.
figured its another late
night for me tonight.
if i dont die from lack of sleep
this week its a plain miracle.
i dont understand why i
am putting myself through this.
maybe its how he feels,
that im putting myself thru
this for no reason.
that what started out as
something small escalated to
a full blown emo.
maybe its true,
or maybe im just tired of
waiting for calls that will
never come.
